IF IT DOESN'T KILL ME, IT CAN ONLY MAKE ME STRONGER.

too busy…

utopiantraveler — Fri, 28 May 2010 08:39:48 +0000

i’m currently learning and adapting to a whole new environment and set of knowledge, that i dun even have the slightest idea if i can come out alive and kicking…

so let me take my rest from this blog… temporarily… …

We are the world

utopiantraveler — Sat, 27 Mar 2010 14:08:02 +0000

Had u participated in Earth Hour?

Mannerisms of a soldier

utopiantraveler — Sat, 13 Mar 2010 09:34:20 +0000

I’m thinking of buying the iPad, with ambivalence… not so soon yet, since i might be mourning my fujitsu – might. but since ipaddy is at its infant stage right now, it’d be better to hold back for a while, give it some time and chance to improve itself. hopefully, the future generations would be more sophisticated to run other programme and have a camera…

Last week was tough. but fun. but sad too. Hah, it’s just a potluck of feelings that can only occur when there are dramatic ups and downs. Think: lousy shooter turn highly possible marksWOman, reveille sabo-ed by other platoon, 2 big shots pressurizing my shooting prac, buddy confirmed MIA this time, missing bf, not losing weight, trying to stay awake or rather trying to sleep and not get caught, seeing my service family with indescribable euphoria and many many more… i’m dealing with it…. by counting days to POP!!! =) sad to say… i can’t go brisbane in april, sobz!!!!

Gonna be trudgin 12kil tmr. Wooooots! Rashes are forbidden to come along!

Eclipse trailer was out. One of the best things to happen in March.

Air-levels !

utopiantraveler — Fri, 05 Mar 2010 05:27:02 +0000

I learned a bagful of vulgarities and am willing to spit them when i want to. in fact, i’m learning to control the output. hahaha! Sisters, control!!!

I’m currently a freak with some gross skin disease. hah! leave me alone!

I like the low rope and the gate. Just recently, i find firing super exciting… battles too hehe! i like my uniform.

I f- hate when my superior shuts me up and disallows me to say anymore. f that. though most of the times, they do that out of concern, but sometimes, they need to understand more than shafting their love down my throat. but nonetheless, i kinda able to identify the fatherly and motherly figures around.

time is tough. getting tougher i guess. well of course i noe what’s coming. more to come, along with graduation and trip down under and doing something more relevant to my career. i am looking forward to everything.

to my 5 sistas, good luck to your air-levels! you already noe that u can do it!

my hand is meant to fit yours

utopiantraveler — Sat, 13 Feb 2010 17:33:27 +0000

I have to be fitter.

I have to learn and use better social skills.

I have to memorize things faster.

I have to understand things better.

I have to learn the weapon’s IA drill hard and pass the test, with flying colours.

I have to use more muscle ache cream.

I have a huge bruise above my left knee.

trypanophobe

utopiantraveler — Fri, 05 Feb 2010 15:37:08 +0000

sweet things, keeping my palate sweet, my heart warm, the legs comfy, the jab holes sealed and my calls with hearts.

i’m all packed and ready to go. should be sleeping right now… had 2 dinners tonight. gosh i’m bloated… thanks for all the lucks from frens, family, loves, and all. i’ll make this beginning a terrific part of my life, and i’m heading for some awards 9weeks later!!! whooots!!! [a rock hard toned body for CNY too!!!]

=) tata

routine

utopiantraveler — Tue, 02 Feb 2010 19:01:02 +0000

i feel like ima floating… i feel like that my chest is vacuum… u noe what i’m talking bout??? everything i do, the world around me is just separated… the only thing i do to keep myself busy is to bend my head down, and do sudoku on my mobile. what hav i gotten myself into?….

awesome audrey brought me to explore bugis village….

daddy bought me an inflatable pillow. how sweet….

Crunch

utopiantraveler — Mon, 01 Feb 2010 13:52:06 +0000

i’m learning to shower with cold water

i’m learning to sleep with 1 pillow only

i’m learning to turn in and wake up early

i’m learning sidestroke and backstroke

i’m learning to swim the accurate breaststroke, and faster with it.

i’m learning to style my super short hair

i’m learning to live without him

USNS Mercy

utopiantraveler — Sat, 23 Jan 2010 18:54:47 +0000

maryland

utopiantraveler — Sat, 23 Jan 2010 06:57:07 +0000

i can’t go swimming or gym because of my sore eyelid!!! =( terribly trapped at home… =( i can’t see without getting tired after a short while…