and i’m hatin’ it!
the lag on my update is really sufficiently explained by the tons of things that happened around and about me for the past -what- days. they’re keeping me alive by periodically strangling and releasing the grip while at the verge of suffocation, leaving deep marks on my weakened neck…
meaning like a roller coaster= i have to make tough tough decisions within such a short span of time, i.e. 3 days to decide the life and death of my academic career that’s literally determining the health of my working life. so it’s the honours hoop that i’ve to think think think so hard whether to venture or not… trust me, it’s not as simple as “of course should do lar, it’s always better to have an honours mah~”, i mean no one said that solely to me, but trust me again, there are oh-soooo many things that are incured in this deal, i mean a whole lot of aspects that i’m considering. call me a paranoid, i’m really really troubled my those things that i simply can’t spell them out… nevertheless, after seeking oh-so many peepz and chingus pov, i’d finally made up my mind and i’ll stay strong to my decision, for heaven and earth to be my witness hahaha and definitely and sturdily, i’ll work real real real real hard to not fail myself… so peepz, give me all ur lucks and powers to boost my horsepower ya!
and then came another situation! lately, i just found out that my modules, mainly from the Japanese Studies, are nicely satisfying the requirements for JS Minor. woo-hoo, i was just u noe doing those JS mod for the pure interest of it and not even thinking bout getting a formal minor for’em, and now it shows that they’re in fact packaged like a real Minor~ and then another problem nicely arrived. i’m gonna lack just 1 mod to grad if i’m gonna do the minor, which i dun really reject this whole idea, cuz i’ll then intend to spread’em out onto 3 sems and have more time and effort for those mighty power honours mod… so after sooooo much thoughts, i’ve decided to do that, i mean the 3 sems before graduating eventually, especially after weighing the school fees and other matters as well. so then i sent an email to dear JS department for a well inquiry cum
confirmation…. and the reply was as simple as “Thank you for your interest in Japanese Studies. However, you are not eligible to Minor in Japanese Studies as it is only open to students from cohort 2006 onwards.“
WOU-HO~! what’s the heck for these cohort thingy? does it even matter at all? are we of a totally different breed or what? goodness, after all those troubled and perplexed nights, this is all i get, i can’t do it? GEE to the max, and i thought i’m gonna be a pronounced JS minor… …
so these are the loops of the cool 3-day and more rollercoaster that shook the hell out of me and also my entire life. they’re totally upside-down, turning whatever you have in you… now i’m pretty alright with my honours decision and i’ll be awaiting for the real tough challenge to come.
Lastly, elderly Xiaohei had passed away peacefully on the 28th of May, 2008. He’s a cool old dude who uphold and persevered the biting stunt till the very last moment. Buried with lots of love and good food, Xiaohei will be a cool happy hamster in the Eden. He was about 2 years and 5 months old.
