Graduate Eileen

I am so done. big thanks to those who made the effort to come and congratulate me. super thanks to my mama, papa, kor kor and my boy. i am what i am today because of you all and my dear chingus!!

yellow watermelon

school is doing some temperature checks before allowing students into exam halls. dear fellow school mates, please note that you have to arrive at the exam venue about 1 hour before the start of the paper to get these procedures settled.

something is growing in my eye. it’s quite irritatingly painful when i blink. it’s somewhere near to the inner eye, under but very near the edge of my eye lid. hopefully it will not disfigure me when i leave my home for exams…

mama is coming home today! yeah!

i’m duper slow on my revision progress. rather, it’s life-threatening slow. i’m think of McCafe now. should i walk to into the blazing sun to buy a cuppa?

the gannan guni-s at my place are really irritating! we just dun have so much rubbish for so many of you! u’re disturbing us! despite (maybe) ur intention of greening the earth via recycling
[NOTE: Ecologism is intended more towards reducing and recycling. recycling, mostly promoted by environmentalists, is a process itself that consumers resources and energy. From an ecological perspective, there is limitation to how much the Earth can handle and manage. Hence, reduction is the solution, however, this is not to discredit recycling totally, but to emphasize the fundamental crux behind the mission of saving the earth!]

here’s way thta you can contribute to saving the earth!

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at the butt of it

the average cap simulator shook me thoroughly… i think i am really scared… but what can i do?

anyways, random access memory:

my mum is playing with candles, and i join her…

i’m going to japan for a month for grad trip!!

i swallow my words – intoxicated, emancipated, unapologetic. I’m back to bulla coffee days.

an irritating pimple is growing (big) at a very uneasy spot on my face…

i’m so sleepy and tired… yet the average cap simulator’s result keeps haunting me… and so it’s a viscous cycle of bulla coffee…

i learnt a word from sarahsan – ghastly. and i luv it! he-he

All the best to my classmate, He Fang! Smile! =)

ISM off you go!

hate post

merely pasting tgther to combine + totally no research material n still claimed to have ‘not much’ + no re-arrangement of a outright disarray of information + brazenly late w/o noticing n still volunteer to work + act as if everything is fine + eventualli using a reason to cover up when everything is insisted by her n after she failed to adhere  = complete overturning my whole idea of her. i am utterly disappointed.

i admit throughout my uni lfe, i’d kinda lectured around 2 times to my junior grp mates for not meeting the deadline set among ourselves. i simply told them, setting a deadline among ourselves is negotiable by all parties involved. if u say no to it, we’ll talk till we get a consensus yes. if u say yes to it, follow it. if u have prob meeting it, i.e. u’ve been trying hard to finish ur part but there are many tings coming up, i do understand things do crop up, u should have the integrity to inform fellow group mates to ask for a postpone, with a valid reason. this valid reason excludes leaving this work to the very last min n then complained that other deadlines are crashing in, but more of a ‘i’ve worked on it but cannot finish it due to some other work which i have to attend to urgently’.

personally, i hate the ‘not informing’ part the most. in fact i hate the entire thing the most. (-_-)*

even though this is academic work, this is about realizing what kind of person your grp mates are fundamentally. and i’ve learnt my lesson

post earth hour

haha thanks to those effort put into switching off the lights for an hour last night. kudos! efforts appreciated!

what’s even more important is that energy saving is life-long, not an hour. and switchin off the lights, and adding on to CO2 through lighting candles, is definitely not the only (and wisest) way to tip in energy conservation.

For a holistic green lifestyle, please visit “Save the Earth” tab, and add more to the list!

Computing’s presentation slides are done (holy gee!), time to work on my not-even-getting-ingredients-ready ISM cake, and ecocities essay editing…. i’ve more to rant, but for now, b4 school officially ends, i shall keep it politically correct…

grad trip grad trip! ideas and hoppers?
(my mum said i can only go if i get As and Bs for this sem… haha!)

tetralogy, and going on

YATTA! Sem break is HERE!

Mock my exclamation, cuz this holiday ain’t holiday at all. As usual, the facade never fades (i.e. U u U u better make bloody good use of this bloody week to clear up ur bloody mountains of reads and assignments!). So, i am still working like a slave here, at least i am trying to. ha-ha

I realized that I’m a quite a sloth in my geography modules, but a worker in others~ well, maybe not meaning in studying the other modules, but of being more commited and inclined to work on their assignments n all. while sometimes i really feel that being year 4 gives me the extra bling in school, cuz ya noe, i am senior and u all are my little kiddos~ wahahah *evil grin*, but coming to work, esp. group work with juniors, i feel my responsibility. ok now i’m talkin real, it’s not the ‘trying to take charge in a condescending way’, but on the contrary, the benign desire to share my experience with others so that they do not need to suffer, it’s my offer of short-cut to them to save the pains, and of course, i’m not a sadist enuff to enjoy seeing others being grilled or so.

ok enuff of a penny of my thought on school stuff, here comes the girly bitchy matters~! i opened the blog saying sem break is here, but nevertheless the facade of break vs. the reality to complete work leaves some cracks for some jolly good times!

I term this 1 week break for Semester 2 AY2008/09 the GIRLY Movie Galore!

he-he-he! I urge readers to drop suggestions of fantastic girly/bimbotic/romantic (but not heart wrenching, sch’s tough enuff for now)/blondie/lovey-dovey under the comment box below! =) thanks!

who is loving you today?

the craziest thing happened today in sch!

what’s wrong with:

admiring girls who are beautiful and hot?

sharing rocher with frens?

spreading my friendship love?

trying to have just a slightly deeper conservation with a new fren?

hahaha, they just happened in such a sequence that makes up a whole story of its own, and went incredibly very wrong!! i didn’t even have the slightest intention, but  looking from another perspective, they sure look very much possible! but gosh! i never prey like that!!! omg…

2009 Chinese New Year eve

hey hey gong hey fat choy!

today’s da chinese new year eve! the biggas festiva for the chinese pple on earth! yooohooo Chinese new year ROX!!!
i gotta say this, CNY this year is pretty much quieter n less hoooha than the past… i didn’t realli feel it until today. i would say the economic slump is constituting this lack of atmosphere… hmm or maybe i should consider my positionality… maybe because school’s eating me up as it’d just started, maybe because someONE kept my mood pretty low, maybe because my stationary ISM n the “dropping-of-sup’s-email-in-my-email-anytime” are haunting me all the while, maybe all these are making me too occupied…

well, my college chingu rox! it was a great time with them n they released my endorphins! luv it when my boi and my frens can mix together well. they are 2 of my most important groups of people in my life  and i realli realli realliy wish to see them gettin along nice  and dandy…=) i do have frens, in the past, whom just think my boy is “extra” and even hateful, which is a totally childish and annoying… i guess this kinda stuff happens when one, especially so if it’s a girl at teenage age, move from single to attached with a close fren watching…. anyways, i’m happi =) thank u my college chingus and my boi for the very much effort put in. =D

so right now, after the exercise induced euphoria, i’m aching all over like crazy!!! i am having difficulties getting off my bed after waking up cuz my butt n legs hurt so much! i dun wanna walk like an idiotic robot during house visits this CNY! arrrghhh~ i’m off to drink some fastum gel!!!

alas,

HAPPY CHINESE  NEW  YEAR !

MAY PROSPERITY, GOOD HEALTH AND SOARING CAP ARRIVE AT YOUR DOORSTEP  TOMORROW!

REMB to save the earth too!
PS. to college chingus n classmates: dun forget to think bout n work on savage’s 2-page essay! it totally slipped off my mind until the min before!

back home for christmas n out for snowy trip…

hey dear pple!

i’m back at home!!! rounded up my halling dayz, i cherish n reminisce the days i spent with myself n those who care for me this holiday… big thank u shout out to these chingus for creating these memories.

i had done many many things (if only u can look at my daily hall schedule, it’s filled…) i’m happy to catch up on my dear chingus as i’ve left them since start of sem1, iluvthecatchingup… and definitely, time with my boy, who’d sacrificed so much to not disturb me in test/exam/assignment cramming times… my dearest cousin too, she’s the one i always wanna see, just hope that she can practically live with me.. hahah! met some new pple and frens  too! and partying sets a new definition in me, i’m going out to grab more pplez! and nevertheless, soaking in dramas is a must in every holiday! haha, but this time round, it’s defintiely much more ang moh than korean serials that i’m watching… plus, i’m more into ang moh gua, i.e. english songs, than i ever had! ahhaa i’m getting “angmoh-dified”!

but i do have a guilt, my ISM is sadly slumbering there, and there it remains stagnant since a month ago. u noe what? i’m oh-so afraid everytime i check my nus email that my sup has email me and ask for my progress. i’m not doing anything to it, and it’s a very very big prob that i, indeed, commit and knowingly continue to procrastinate… geezzz

alrighty watever, so i was back home on christmas eve to spend christmas with my fam… thanks to my boy for everything… =) u noe what is everything…=)

got my tresses trimmed today, but i still feel somewhat something is missing, or rather lacking.. ithink i need some grooves, booze and rave… it’s wed yoz… anways, results for sem1 were out… thanks to my baby, i was able to be comforted, assured and sort out my priorities and maybe unbridled desires… ya noe what i’m talkin bout only if ya noe what it is…. it’s the kind that though u’d gotten what’s minimunly set by yourself, but u’ll start to compare and see urself right down below, and start grumbling and sulking even when i had gotten what i set out… that’s kinda what i thought initially, but now things are slowly sinking in, and i’m accepting what i actualli am… =)

transport… transport

• margaret cho….i like her, especially her tattoos!
• big thanks to closet sis. i LUV u! (eck! sounds L, but still… hehe thanks so much!)
• i’m not in the mood studying for transport tmr afternoon. (SHIT, dead soon…)
• today’s Geog A ain’t that bad~ now i think henry has some humanity… hahaha
  (but for some moments when i recall what i’d written, it kindas scare me pondering whether that’s wat the question asking…)
• i’m browsing sistics n esplanade to feed my theatre thirst…
• oh, today’s a funny (and bit of panics and with all sorts of assumptions!)… hahah the giggling, deductions and a hard to come by fengseng treat!
• nice home trip with weiling san and fren (btw i dunno whether u can see this, but if u do, can reply??? hehe )
• i was bit worried last night over today’s paper… n so i read this phrase “and the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus”… hmm albeit feeling quite comforted after reading it and frequently revisiting it last nite, i feel quite guilty about pushing my own rightful responsibility to somebody else… anyways, well, just 2cents thoughts. period

my geog tee…

hey all!

i feel quite bad now… cuz i’d just watched many video clips of RAIN (instead of STUDYING! EXAM’S ON BLOODY MONDAY)…. while he’d successfully kept my energy pumping for that 1-2 hours of viewing, i’m feeling exhausted now…. was in sch for the entire day, studying was quite productive, but still, i guess more can be done at home… and the irritating girls sitting beside me can’t keep their mouths shut (n one of them is my hi-bye fren!)! but anyways, i am still kinda ‘dui’ … well… -_-

the design above is a spur impetus of doing something for our honours class tee done a few days ago…  ultimately, i think this can’t get thru my arty farty classmates’ standards, so in order not to waste my efforts in this craft, i’m going to show this off here~! hahaha anyways, it’s kinda the stuff that i luv i.e the cat~! hahah

*i miss Cyrene*

closet frenz @ vivo

we were romanticising… luv’closet’frenz

spinning around the L word

hey peepz, i’m back on this blog…

so much shitty things had happened during my missing days… but i did get my vengeance back.. hehe

alright, assignments and presentation preparations made me throw away my sleeping hours, imagine how i struggled with the sleeping bugs through those unearthly hours. it’s totally insane when my mind insane and i have to writing things sane.  anyways, though i’m drained of energy to party for the post-submission celebration, i kinda enjoy the company and the un-understandable babbles from myself. it’s sorta self-knowledge that i’m talking crap (n in shitty english), but HACK! DO U TINK I CARE? hahaha i just crackle.

meetings are taking up my mornings n also evenings. the middle part stands for class. before the morning and evening meeting stands for sleeping time (alternating with assignment writing time). i’ve no life… well not really so, cuz i slack in class n in meeting too! n i play with my frens when i’m suppose to be catching up on my sleep

mcdonald’s coffee rox. u all noe what? at this point of time, i really dun mind caffeine intoxication. and if possibly caffeine intoxication equates hyper consciousness and ultimate infinite energy, i really want it.

mama’s not in this week, i’m settling all my lunch n dinner hours with dear frens. i can sense friendship luv (esp. when they’re standing up to my shitty babbles n ____ kinda laughter? hahaha). it’s really nice n warm when they embrace me with kindness and care. thanks college chingus!

my ISM supervisor is out. he’s a lecturer whom i really like n respect. haha he’s one of the very few prof whom i’ll greet whenever i see them in sch.   big smilez =) it means nothing to me when i didn’t get the profs i stated on the preference list, they’re kinda just filling up that spaces just for the sake of fillin up since no one really does pop culture in geog, so what’s left for Korean drama/wave….

luckily, there are lots of music going around n coming up: Ranism, BoA, Pink, kim jung kook, and i’m tryingout mariah caray n rihanna n katy perry. hehe in fact, i’m trying to get myself ang moh-nized, so some english indie and pop tunes are on my playlist now. also some ang moh drama watching going on… it’s kinda contrary to what i should focuz on now as my ISM topic is on Korean stuff (wat else when i finally have a chance to release my korean grooves! – hehe!). anyways, the peepz around me are pretty much ang mohish, so that’s social survival skills that i should sacrifice a bit to get into the socializing. hmmm, well, that’s how the world spins, right?

ups n downs

hello peepz!!!!

so many things had happened in a short span of time… and i’m feeling from deep depressing to realy hype euphoric and back to some distressing times…. luckily kind souls surround me, n i very appreciative of those who whether or not had sensed that i’m down and did implicit things to make me feel better. those words, those advices, those help, those attention, those company, those love, thanks a lot.=)

we had some talks too… hahah n i’d thought thru them too while listening to others too. i think life is at such a stage where we need to really think about some serious stuff. but hack for now, cuz all energy is only enuff for school work. before i complain more about school work, i still wanna thank those peepz who had made me feel better (whether u’d intentionally done it or not!) !

RW HouseVisit FirB’Day FengSeng n all those other times….

this is a song that i’m reckoning so much to when i was feeling real down a couple of days back: